I tell myself time and again to treat myself and my body like a shrine. But I never do it. I sleep late, I end up with bad habits and I let myself go just like that. I wonder what the future me would think. Regret, probably? I’m too lazy and uninspired to do much with my life. My mind lacks willpower and strength. I am just a floating body collecting dust and dirt from my surroundings.
I come up with a list of to-dos but I end up sitting on my butt doing nothing. Nothing feels good. Nothing feels lonely. Nothing feels empty. Nothing’s… addictive.